for you bestie

I'm afraid to say it, I just wanna see you feel happy. I don't mind about it, because i still have the others.

But if it makes me loss, makes me sad,  I won't hesitate to do something that you don't like!
I know you don't like it, I know what you do to me behind me. And if you wonder why I know, your attitude to them which often you show me is the reason.

I wanna CRY :'(